A Tale of Two Ashleys

I am very tired of not finding a job. Making $21,000 a year with a $43,000 Bachelor's Degree is so not worth it. I am becoming depressed. I have even been searching for secretarial work. The discouragement of not finding a job, has made me grown tired of my degree...and I feel as if I do not want to design now. I feel like I wasted 4 years and a buttload of money. I feel like I will never amount to anything if I stay. I hate my job. I hate my life right now, outside of home. How am I supposed to function when I owe the government $43,000+ in loans and I dont even make half of that a year. Not to mention my car payment, my gas, my medications, and my life. It is all so frustrating. I am tired of everything.