I am very tired of not finding a job. Making $21,000 a year with a $43,000 Bachelor's Degree is so not worth it. I am becoming depressed. I have even been searching for secretarial work. The discouragement of not finding a job, has made me grown tired of my degree...and I feel as if I do not want to design now. I feel like I wasted 4 years and a buttload of money. I feel like I will never amount to anything if I stay. I hate my job. I hate my life right now, outside of home. How am I supposed to function when I owe the government $43,000+ in loans and I dont even make half of that a year. Not to mention my car payment, my gas, my medications, and my life. It is all so frustrating. I am tired of everything.

Not Me Monday

I did not get mad at Target, delete my registry, call them and tell them to take my name from their system due to lack of information and satisfaction with their employees..then go to Bed Bath and Beyond and re-register there. That would make me look like a jerk.

I did not work Friday until noon, go home-then out to Primanti's to watch the Pens take the Stanley Cup only to go back to work immediately following, at about 11 Pm. Then I most certainly did not work until 4 or 5pm the next day, go home, get about 1 hour of sleep, then go out to a friends house til 1130. And on top of that, I did NOT go back into work the next day at 8 am and work until about 6pm. And I am NOT sitting here at work today from 730 until 330 only to go straight to the hospital for the evening to be with Jocelyn, Tommy, Tyler, and my soon to be brand "spankin" new nephew Braden! And I will Not continue my 730-4pm work schedule for the remainder of the week.

MY FIRST Not Me Monday :)

Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.


I did NOT get incredibly giddy over the Martha Stewart collection at Macys and add almost everything in it onto our wedding registry.
And I most certainly did NOT add a $400 mixer and $1200 camera to said registry.