BEST WEEK EVER

So, I have to admit, this might have been the best week I have ever had. It started out bad, for same reasons stated in the last blog. My sister also didn't come out to eat for my birthday which really upset me cuz she doesn't blow anyone off except for me. BUT WHATEVER. So Tuesday rolls around (my date of birth) and Ash was coming for lunch in Southside before work. He comes to me and says do you want your gift now? So i say yes. He pulls a cake box out and he is like I got you a cake and he opened the lid. So I looked at the cake and was like aww its cute, then decieded to read it... it read "Will you marry me?" and had a ring sitting in the icing!!!! Of course I got super excited, kinda screamed, and said yes! I put on my beautiful ring and jumped on Ash. It was the most perfect day! It is a round diamond, 1.10 carats ;) and absolutely stunning! Then I went to fuddruckers with my mom, April, and Renee! We ate, had some cake, some beer, and chatted! It was nice. On Wednesday, I got a call about a job....well for a pre-interview on Monday!! So everyone cross their fingers, and pray that I get this job--i need the money!!! Then on Thursday, I was at the gas station, and ended up with free gas somehow lol. The Halloween party is this weekend, and I hope people show!! OMG best week ever.

So tired of trying.

So, I have been planning on going cosmic bowling for my birthday for some time now. Everyone was gonna go.. It was gonna be fun. But as it gets closer, some people back out, some people hint at it being a hassle. I am just tired of trying. I think this will be the first year I don't celebrate my birthday. Sad. My birthday is the only day of the year dedicated to "ME". My feelings are pretty hurt...and I may seem irrational...but wouldn't you? I try so hard for other peoples birthdays to make them special...and for nothing. Right now I feel like doing absolutely nothing.. It may come down to that. Everyone is now interested in going somewhere else. But its not what I wanted to do. So here I am sitting at work, all upset, and teary eyed. People have a way of making me feel like complete shit...so...ashley the nice is now going to be ashley the bitch. When peoples' birthdays come around, you better believe I will have other plans. I will also pretend I want to go, and then last minute start hinting at the fact that I don't want to go. I am so tired of it.

All I want for Christmas....

So, this week has been pretty lame. Cleaning my room n'at to get ready for the party. Other than that nothing really happened. I went to Lowe's to buy some decor for my yard. It wasn't so easy. I went in looking at plywood n'at for making tombstones...and was hassled by every man in there. Why is it that a woman cannot go buy wood? I found someone to help me and asked him to cut a sheet down for me so it would fit in my car. He insisted I could buy the remnants in the back. Drug me all the way back there...for me to confirm that I needed more. So he huffed and puffed his fat ass back to the whole sheets....grabbed it and huffed and puffed all the way back to the saw...and was like so how do you want this cut down. I was like i want the sheet cuz in 4. He was like "so yeaaaa 2 feet" i was like whatever its more than 2 feet dude shut up. So then I went to find a cart to put it in and was made fun of by another guy asking what i was making with all that wood. i got smart with him and walked away. im like whatever. So then i get looks by every person in there..sorry every man...and get my paint and fencing and leave. jerks. Also, this week, Chloe my puppy lost her first 2 teeeth! Her 2 front teeth are also very looose! Shes growing up soo fast :)

Welcome

So this week has been somewhat productive. Ash and I have begun looking seriously into buying a home, we are preapproved for a mortgage... This is a big step in life, and we want to do it together. Ash is still looking for a new job since he had been laid off, so that makes it kinda rough cuz hes working nights right now. I hope someone calls him soon, I miss him! Let's see...what else... Oh I also got my hair done. It is now a strawberry blonde with caramel and brownish glaze highlights. I got it cut too, It is cute right now...how long that will last...who knows. lol. I got Chloe 2 new sweaters this week. She absolutely loves them, which is strange. When you take them off she gets upset, its silly. Buck is hurt really bad. His back legs are hurting him, and he can barely stand..its sad. I hope he gets better soon, he is so miserable when he is in pain and has the saddest look on his face. Thats about all that has happened this week. Pretty boring I guess. On Saturday we are going to Fright Farm, which is gonna be so much fun! We have a VIP tent and everything...go us. lol. Peace Out.